Loves Angelica Panganiban
9:00 PM
May 5th, 2013
ayuliyana:

I’m through with it. All of it. I simply don’t care anymore. I don’t want to care anymore. I’m walking away now, and you can say or do what you want. It’s not gonna stop me… it’s the days like this I wanna go back to sleep and never wake up. I realize I’m in one of those stages where I’m mad at the world. Like I’m daring someone to push me off a cliff just to see if I can fly. And it sucks because I keep losing everything I ever thought I knew.
I feel like no matter what I say or do, I end up upsetting or hurting somebody. My whole world is caving in because I’m no longer able to pretend that I’m okay with me.


ayuliyana:

I’m through with it. All of it. I simply don’t care anymore. I don’t want to care anymore. I’m walking away now, and you can say or do what you want. It’s not gonna stop me… it’s the days like this I wanna go back to sleep and never wake up. I realize I’m in one of those stages where I’m mad at the world. Like I’m daring someone to push me off a cliff just to see if I can fly. And it sucks because I keep losing everything I ever thought I knew.

I feel like no matter what I say or do, I end up upsetting or hurting somebody. My whole world is caving in because I’m no longer able to pretend that I’m okay with me.

4:05 AM
May 5th, 2013

I don’t know what I want in life. I don’t know what I want right now. All I know is that I’m hurting so much inside that it’s eating me, and one day, there won’t be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don’t know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it’s hurting ten times more.

(Source: ayuliyana, via ayuliyana)

3:48 AM
May 5th, 2013

I never stopped loving you. I tried. God knows I tried. But I love you. I always have.

(Source: ayuliyana, via ayuliyana)

3:47 AM
May 5th, 2013
ayuliyana:

Im running..Trying to find the doorCan’t take this pain no more
Going fast..Trying to escape the pastI’d rather diethan live this lieLooking for closure, or a friend someone to help me mend
Trust is my biggest fearYet, i cannot shed a tearPeople always leaveI can do nothing but grieve
Afraid i can’t restartAs we are miles apartHoping he won’t be the sameI have only myself to blameHe just wants to see me smileBut i’m in my own denialShould i believe? ‘Cause in my life…People always leave. 


ayuliyana:

Im running..
Trying to find the door
Can’t take this pain no more

Going fast..
Trying to escape the past
I’d rather die
than live this lie
Looking for closure, or a friend 
someone to help me mend

Trust is my biggest fear
Yet, i cannot shed a tear
People always leave
I can do nothing but grieve

Afraid i can’t restart
As we are miles apart
Hoping he won’t be the same
I have only myself to blame
He just wants to see me smile
But i’m in my own denial

Should i believe? 
‘Cause in my life…
People always leave. 

4:54 PM
March 30th, 2013
Happy Easter mahal ko🌞🌸🌻🌼🐰💖💝    #PIP Camera#


Happy Easter mahal ko🌞🌸🌻🌼🐰💖💝 #PIP Camera#

7:24 PM
March 25th, 2013
#onceminutos mi libro favorito #Overgram #instagood #photooftheday #igers #picoftheday #instadaily #instagramhub #likeback #pleaselike #instahub #iphonography #iphoneonly #bestoftheday #igdaily #jj #instagramers #shoutout #fslc (at Bali, Indonesia)


#onceminutos mi libro favorito #Overgram #instagood #photooftheday #igers #picoftheday #instadaily #instagramhub #likeback #pleaselike #instahub #iphonography #iphoneonly #bestoftheday #igdaily #jj #instagramers #shoutout #fslc (at Bali, Indonesia)

7:04 PM
March 25th, 2013
distraction:

The reason why most relationships don’t last long is that because most couples are just lovers but they’re not friends. That the relationship they got engaged in was based only on physical attraction, lust if you want to be brutal. It’s like they rushed into a relationship with only their physical admiration for each other not knowing everything that makes a relationship going. So when the physical attraction wore off, nothing hold them back together and the tendency is for them to break up. So just like everyone else is saying, it is better if a couple was not just lovers, but friends as well. So while looking for that someone you wanna give your heart with, you’ll not just going to find a girlfriend/boyfriend in their being, you’re also looking for a bestfriend. It’s not just about hitting two birds in one stone, it’s your heart and your happiness that’s at stake here. 


distraction:

The reason why most relationships don’t last long is that because most couples are just lovers but they’re not friends. That the relationship they got engaged in was based only on physical attraction, lust if you want to be brutal. It’s like they rushed into a relationship with only their physical admiration for each other not knowing everything that makes a relationship going. So when the physical attraction wore off, nothing hold them back together and the tendency is for them to break up. So just like everyone else is saying, it is better if a couple was not just lovers, but friends as well. So while looking for that someone you wanna give your heart with, you’ll not just going to find a girlfriend/boyfriend in their being, you’re also looking for a bestfriend. It’s not just about hitting two birds in one stone, it’s your heart and your happiness that’s at stake here. 

(Source: ding-ang-bato, via bukang-liwayway)

6:45 PM
March 25th, 2013
Ganon talaga ang buhay #lifeaasitis #true #instaquote  #liveandletlive #user #friendly #justacceptthefact (at Sa bahay ni lola)


Ganon talaga ang buhay #lifeaasitis #true #instaquote #liveandletlive #user #friendly #justacceptthefact (at Sa bahay ni lola)

7:18 PM
March 16th, 2013
moments of love 💑❤💌😘😍    #PIP Camera#


moments of love 💑❤💌😘😍 #PIP Camera#

6:44 PM
March 16th, 2013
i love you mahal ko 🌷🌸🌹🌻🍀    #PIP Camera#


i love you mahal ko 🌷🌸🌹🌻🍀 #PIP Camera#